Hijrah Kerja

Assalamualaikum =)

after 4 weeks on medical leave... i started my work already.. dah seminggu diam tak diam...
i dont know why.. my body clock seems dah tak boleh adjust to London time.. London time? ohh saya keje time london..hihik.. since now winter i work from 4pm to 1am...

i feel so tired... penat sangat...maybe i will be ok next week or i have no mood to work there...

no mood? yup.. we short of staff and kerja banyak.. arghh.. they just dont bother kan.. as long as business is on track.. omai... we just need to be positive.. yes i am... i have been patient since last 3 months..

while i was on 4 weeks medical leave.. i noticed ... this is not what i want...especially when i start my hijrah.. dulu aku giler kerja.. nak gaji besar besar...tapi sekarang it doesnt matter any more.. buat apa gaji besar if kita jauh dari Allah?

i want to work at normal hour.. so that i can go to any kuliah agama or usrah at night... i want to work yang will give me benefit in dunia and akhirat.. maybe i need to move to Islamic banking line.. oh my current working environment is very challenging to my Iman.. working in an international bank is hard. Eventhough i got good salary.. i dont think money is everything... another choice i have is just walk out from banking/finance line... enough say...

its about time to 'hijrah' in my work life

now, im waiting for January to come, cari kerja lain... and move on...

Beriktiar and i put all hope in Allah.. He knows the best...